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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be
I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková

Genres

Documentary

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After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

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Budget

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Revenue

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Status

Released

Original Language

Czech

Runtime

91 mins

Rating

7.4/10

Release Date

03 October 2024

Country

Austria

Cast

Libuše Jarcovjáková

Libuše Jarcovjáková

Self - Photographer / Narrator (voice)

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